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Carmen, here is my story about Astrology.  I assume you know about my interest in Fate.  This story is a good example of the many strange incidents in my life that led me to adopt my unusual belief system.

Rick

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A SIMPLE ACT OF KINDNESS
CHAPTER sixty:

astrology

Written by Rick Archer 

 

 
Rick Archer's Note:  

So far we have covered Meditation and Reincarnation in my Magical Mystery Tour.   Now we turn to Astrology.  I happen to be a Scorpio.  Ruled by the planet Mars, Scorpios are said to be interested in Halloween, the Occult, death and war.  Pretty accurate description.

Edgar Cayce was a firm believer in Astrology.  He mentioned Astrological influences in 1,500 different Readings.  Here is one example:

"In the astrological aspects we find these have been as the ruling forces: Mars, as related to material things. Hence there have been in the experience some very disturbing forces in the activities of those associated with the entity in their relationships to madness, anger, satisfying of personal appetites, aggrandizement of interests; and these have been problems for the entity." (1438-1)

 

Yogananda spoke of Astrology as if it were a force to be reckoned with.  You may remember a story I told about his personal experience with Astrology.  One day Yogananda's master Sri Yukteswar handed him a special arm band and told him to wear it.  Yogananda asked what it was for.  The Swami replied his astrological Fate was to become sick in one month.  Yogananda's liver was going to develop a serious problem.  However, if Yogananda were to wear the armlet, the length of the illness would be shortened from six months to one month.  It all came to pass just as predicted.

From that story, I gather that even yogis and saints are not immune to the dictates of Fate and Karma.  The sense I got is that we have Free Will most of the time.  However, obstacles will be deliberately placed in our path from time to time.  Astrology predicts when these events will occur.  Yogananda went on to say each soul incarnates with a general plan for the life to be experienced.  This implies that a certain life script, or 'Destiny', exists at birth, and certain events will occur based on timing determined by astrological influences.  It is the responsibility of every soul to work on issues created by the soul's previous karma.  Some souls choose a positive mission to fulfill.  Others who have made many mistakes in the past reincarnate with a debt to pay.  Based on that passage, I assumed my blind eye and scarred face might be the result of unpaid debts from previous lifetimes.

Since I have no recollection of a previous lifetime, I prefer to let others bang the drum when it comes to Reincarnation.  On the other hand, when it comes to Astrology, I have a personal experience to support the concept.   

 
 
 



astrology and the human aura
 

 

There is silly Astrology and there is serious Astrology.  Silly Astrology assumes the fate of billions of people can be neatly divided into twelve vague predictions which appear in the morning newspaper.  It is fitting that the daily Astrology predictions are listed side by side with the cartoons in the Comics section. 

Serious Astrology takes into consideration the different planetary interactions that affect our moods, our health, and our fortune.  The Zodiac divides the sky into twelve equal sections in which the positions of the sun, moon, stars, and planets are said to influence human behavior.  

Not that I am any expert, but it is my understanding that we all have an electromagnetic energy field that surrounds our body known as an 'Aura'.  Some say an Aura can be photographed (see 'Kirlian Photography').  Others say they can actually see a person's aura.  Auras come in different colors depending on one's mood.  A halo is an example of an aura. 

According to the mystics, when our energetic body is healthy, our aura is radiant and other people can sense it as in 'Vibes' or 'Good Vibrations'.  The nature of that energy can fluctuate.  An Aura is affected by many factors such as health, emotional mood, and mental attitude.  Everything we do, think, feel, and say affects the aura.  We can build it up through positive thoughts and we can tear it down through negative emotions and destructive thoughts.

The word 'Lunatic' refers to insanity supposedly dependent on the phases of the moon.  This idea dates back to the time when Astrology was used to explain irrational behavior.  While Science remains skeptical, there is strong anecdotal evidence that the Moon affects our moods.  The idea that the lunar cycle can influence people’s behavior dates back thousands of years.  The Moon gets blamed for everything.  For example, the Full Moon is said to make people crazy and manic.  Moonstruck, Moonlight Madness, Lunacy. 

So let me throw out an idea.  We all know the Moon affects tides.  Clearly the Moon has a strong gravitational effect on our planet.  Who is to say the Moon does not have a similar gravitational pull on our energy field?  This is how the Moon could affect our moods.  Now you throw in the gravitational pull of the Sun, Venus, Mars, etc, and you have a potential explanation for why Astrology deserves a second look. 

Or at least I thought so.  I was dying to find some way to test out some of these paranormal claims I encountered during the Magical Mystery Tour In several of the Edgar Cayce books, Cayce made a convincing case that the planets play a major role in shaping our Destiny.  Considering that Yogananda said the same thing, I became curious about Astrology. 

Convinced I did not possess an ounce of psychic ability, I was at least pretty good at math.  Once I learned that advanced Astrology involved mathematics, I decided to investigate.  My Astrology book said it was important to know the influence of all planets on one's Birth Chart.  So I purchased a book on how to cast a birth chart.  Then I bought several other books on how to interpret my birth chart.  Unfortunately, I got a lot more than I bargained for.  Curiosity nearly killed the cat.

 

 
 



April
1970, second semester, sophomore year, Age 20

the red star antares
 

 

There are three major influences in a horoscope: Sun Sign, Moon Sign, and Rising Sign.  My Sagittarius Moon was especially well-placed since Sagittarius was also my Rising Sign (also known as the 'Ascendant').

This Sagittarius aspect suggested I was keenly interested in Philosophy, Science, and Metaphysics.  As far as I was concerned, that summed me up rather nicely.  Meaning of Life was my middle name. 

I was also very amused that Friedrich Nietzsche and I shared the exact same position.  I always knew there something about him I liked.

However, I stopped breathing when I got to the chapter on Fixed Stars.  Noticing the fixed star Antares sat right beside my Sagittarius Moon in the First House of my birth chart, I looked to see what that might mean.

"Liable to blindness or eye injuries." 

I froze on the spot.  Considering the accident when I cut my eye out with a knife when I was five, that was quite a coincidence.  this odd coincidence struck way too close to home.   

 

My fear of blindness, both psychological Blind Spots as well as physical blindness, has been with me my entire life.  According to the book, this particular astrological relationship was said to make the individual liable to blindness and eye injuries. 

At the time, I had just learned how to do a Progressive Horoscope.  This is where one starts with the Birth Chart and advances it to future dates to determine what might happen to the individual over time.   Yogananda had written that key events in our life are based on timing as determined by astrological influences.  Theoretically Astrology can be used to prognosticate future events using Progressive Horoscopes.  Was there a way for me to predict another eye injury?

Using the set of Star Charts I had purchased at the Aquarian Age Bookstore, I took a look at Antares and calculated the next time I might be at risk.  The result was April 24, the opposite date in the Zodiac of my Scorpio birth sign. 

I immediately panicked.  April 24 was just three weeks away.  What should I do?  Half of me thought this whole thing was utter nonsense, but the other half of me was really spooked.  With one eye gone, was I at risk of losing the other?  The thought of being blind was tough to deal with, especially now that I had been given this warning.  Common sense suggested I should play it safe, so I swore off basketball for three weeks since that was my only activity which carried any sort of risk. 

Unfortunately, the moment I gave up basketball, I was in big trouble.  Daily basketball was the only thing that kept me from going off the deep end.  As the days passed, my frustration mounted.  I had recently rented an upstairs room on the third floor of a row house.  The house was owned by two elderly women who lived below me.  I was totally alone in my room without a close friend in the world.  One night my loneliness became unbearable.  I could not study, I could not read for pleasure and I could not sit still.  It was a Friday night and I was going stir crazy sitting alone in my room. 

 

For the millionth time, I wished I had a girlfriend.  Women?  Yeah, right.  Where was I going to find a girl to date considering my non-existent social skills in the Land of No Women?  I suppose we could talk about Astrology, but first I had to meet someone.  Finally I couldn't take it any more. I had to do something.  Telling myself I was being overly superstitious, it was time to quit taking this Astrology nonsense so seriously.  So I went over to the gym.  Thrilled to be back on the court, I made virtually every shot I took.  As they say, I was in The Zone.  Elated by my success, I left the gym feeling pretty good about myself.  As I walked home in the brisk spring air, I was glad I had finally come to my senses.  Enough with this stupid Astrology nonsense and to hell with Antares.

As I walked home, I suddenly realized the date.  Uh oh.  It was April 24th, the exact WORST POSSIBLE DATE FOR ME TO PLAY BASKETBALL!  But nothing had gone wrong.  Hmm.  Several thoughts ran through my mind.  First and foremost, why didn't I notice the dangerous date prior to playing basketball tonight?  I am sure I would not have played if I had the noticed the date.  Second, I decided this whole matter was nonsense.  I had just demonstrated that this astrology stuff was a bunch of bull.  Quit being so damn superstitious all the time!

Early the next morning the phone rang.  It was Rob Ivry, one of my dorm friends from Freshman year.  Over the past two years, we had often played basketball together. 

"Rick, I am so glad I caught you!  I know you have sworn off basketball for the month of April, but my team has a game scheduled for this morning and we need a last-minute stand-in.  Our substitute went home for the weekend and last night one of our players got sick.  I don't have anyone else I can call on such short notice.  Can you help us out?  What do you think?"

I frowned and smiled at the same time.  It was a deep sore point that Rob had not asked me to be on the team in the first place.  It was a well-known fact that I was the best basketball player in the dorm, so my exclusion made no sense to me.  As usual, I had a Blind Spot.  I was the most selfish basketball player in existence.  Pass the ball?  Are you kidding?  The moment the ball touched my hands, it never left.  I would dribble till I was open and shoot.  Did I know this was the reason no one wanted me on their team?  No.  However, maybe Rob's phone call was my big chance.  If I played well today, maybe I would be invited to join on a permanent basis and then I could resume my friendship with Rob and my buddies from last year.

"Hey, Rob, it is a funny coincidence that you called.  Your timing is perfect.  Last night I changed my mind and began playing again.  I'll be happy to play with you guys.  What time?"

Two hours later I was back on the court playing for Rob's team.  In the middle of the game, there was a long rebound.  As I chased down the bouncing ball, a player from the other team raced along beside me.  He was on my right side, the side of my good eye.  Just as I leaned down to grab the ball, the other guy made a desperate lunge to beat me to it.  He lost his balance and our foreheads collided just as I reached down to collect the ball.  His forehead smashed hard directly into my right eye, the good eye.  I was horrified to feel the strong impact jam my thick plastic glasses directly into the eye socket.  The pain was intense as I fell to the floor.  Feeling the pain, I instinctively shut my good eye to protect it.  Lying on the floor, I refused to reopen my eye out of fear that it had been injured.  Reeling from the powerful collision, I realize the burning pain was right in the area of my good eye.  I was terrified.  With my eye closed, I could not see what was going on, but I could hear the boys running towards me.  Rob was the first to speak.

"Oh my God, Rick, your eye is bleeding really badly!  There's blood all over your glasses!  Are you okay?"

Oh shit!  Rob's exclamation scared me to death.  A wave of nausea surged through me.  Am I blind?  Was my eye injured?  If my eye was injured, would opening my eye damage it further?  Well aware of the astrology prediction, my fear was overwhelming.  It took a full minute to steel myself, but finally I decided to open my good eye and learn my fate.  First I took off my glasses.  Then I opened my eye.  Thankfully, I could see just fine.  The relief I felt was indescribable.  But I also saw blood all over my glasses.  Where was the blood coming from?  I asked Rob to look more closely.  He said there was a giant gash in my right eyebrow.  Apparently the upper rim of the thick glasses I wore had punctured my eyebrow.  That is what caused the pain and the blood. 

"Rick, that is a really bad cut.  You're going to need stitches for that."

Without hesitation, I pressed a towel over my eyebrow and proceeded to walk four blocks to the nearest emergency room in my gym clothes.  As Rob predicted, it took 8 stitches to close the deep wound.  The nurse, a pretty girl tantalizingly close to my age, exclaimed, "Gee, you sure are cheerful for a guy who just got his eyebrow split wide open.  Where do you get your positive attitude?"

I smiled at her.  "You have no idea."

Noticing how friendly she was towards me, I was feeling lucky.  I was just about to ask her out when I noticed the wedding ring.  Darn it.  I really liked this girl.  So much for my fond hopes.  Oh well, time to return to the Land of No Women. 

 

When I returned home, I quickly got out the star charts.  The accident had taken place one day after I had predicted, but that was still close enough to convince me this accident was somehow related to Astrology.  That was very freaky.  One part of me had trouble believing the position of the planets and stars could create an eye injury, but it was hard to deny what had just happened.  This had been a serious coincidence.  My Astrology prediction had come to pass more or less exactly when I feared it would.

I was stunned.  The more I thought about the implications of being able to predict the future, the more I was overcome by a sense of foreboding.  Was there another eye injury scheduled to happen in the future?  If so, I did not want to know about it.  Based on the constant fear I had felt throughout April, I did not want to go through this again.  If I knew in advance something bad was about to happen to me, I would worry myself to death.  Deciding I could not handle the anxiety of knowing the future, I put the Astrology books away for good. 

I have never touched an Astrology book since.  That stuff is way too spooky for me.

 

 
 


FOOTNOTE

 


The Antares-Astrology eye injury was far too significant and improbable to overlook as a mere coincidence.  I wasted no time adding it to my List as Observation 28.

Keeping in mind that I had already lost one eye, there is another aspect to support my theory that Astrology played a factor in my eye problems.  Ever since I was 12, around the time of my birthday, I have experienced occasional bouts of partial blindness in my good eye, a condition that usually lasts from 10 to 20 minutes.   The first time it happened, I was scared out of my wits.  I was certain I was going blind for good.  So what was wrong?  Some sort of wavy, blurry blank spot popped up in my vision field.  At the peak of the condition, I lost up to 50% of my vision.  Talk about freaking out!  Fortunately, the partial blindness went away after 20 minutes.  Those were the longest 20 minutes of my life. 

The next time it happened, I wasn't quite as scared.  However I was nervous nonetheless.  I might see part of someone's hair, one ear and one eye.  Their nose and mouth would be invisible unless I changed the angle of my vision, but something else would disappear in the process.  I had no idea what was wrong.  However, since the condition was uncommon and only lasted 20 minutes, I decided I could live with it unless it got worse. 

When I reached college, I took a visit over to the famous Johns Hopkins Hospital.  A doctor explained that I suffered from 'Ocular Migraines', a condition where the optic nerve becomes temporarily constricted and suffers from a partial loss of blood supply.  The result is vision loss in my eye accompanied by flashes of light, zigzagging patterns, and shifting blind spots. 

The partial loss of vision makes it difficult to read and dangerous to drive.  Fortunately this problem is rare.  It affects about 1 out of every 200 people who have migraines.  Ordinarily I have one or two incidents per year.  However, in the two weeks leading up to my birthday, I sometimes have up to a dozen incidents.  Then after my birthday, the problem goes away.  Over a lifetime, I have become well aware of the connection between these incidents of partial blindness and my birthday.

Can the explanation be related to the fact that my birthday coincides with the time the Earth is closest to Antares, the giant red star said to be related to vision problems?  I have no scientific proof, but my gut suspects a likely connection. 
 

 


RICK ARCHER'S LIST OF SUSPECTED SUPERNATURAL EVENTS
 

 

JOHNS HOPKINS AND THE MAGICAL MYSTERY TOUR

   028

Serious

Predestination
Coincidence
 1970
  Rick's Astrological aspect accurately predicts eye injuries, a major coincidence.  Just as curious, an eye injury occurs on the exact date Rick's Astrological mathematics had predicted it would.
   027

Suspicious

Telepathy
Coincidence
 1970
  A Yogi from India chuckles at the exact moment Rick visualizes a Question Mark in his mind
   026

Suspicious

Lucky Break at a
Critical Moment
 1970
  Strange Warning at the Hopkins Graduate Reading Room leads Rick to visit the local Quaker Meeting.  An unusual suggestion by a mystic named Richard launches Rick's Magical Mystery Tour. 
   025

Ultra-Serious

Unlucky Break
Coincidence
 1968
  Rick has a narrow two minute window to spot Emily and Eric get out of a taxi at the Baltimore train station
 

ST. JOHN'S AND CHILDHOOD

   024

Serious

Coincidence
Heartfelt Wish
 1968
  The Cinderella appearance of Princess Cheryl as Rick's date for the Senior Prom
   023

Suspicious

Lucky Break  1968
  Despite a near-brush with death, Rick walks away unscathed after a close call car accident
   022

Suspicious

Cosmic Blindness  1968
  Senior Year Blind Spot (to be explained later)
   021

Serious

Lucky Break
Act of Kindness
 1968
  Ralph O'Connor hands Rick a full scholarship to Johns Hopkins University.  This generous gift further demonstrates the power of a Simple Act of Kindness.
   020

Ultra-Serious

Coincidence
Lucky Break
Cosmic Blindness
 1968
  Mrs. Ballantyne fails to notice Rick at SJS for 9 years only to magically appear during the most serious crisis of his life.  The ensuing conversation in the grocery store parking lot gives Rick the hope to carry on.
   019

Ultra-Serious

Coincidence
Unlucky Break
Cosmic Blindness
 1968
  Caught cheating on German test due to a very improbable coincidence.  The unacceptable loss of common sense led to the development of Rick's Cosmic Blindness theory
   018

Suspicious

Unlucky Break  1968
  The failure of Rick's father to honor his long-standing Pledge to help pay for college dramatically increases Rick's fear that his college dream is out of reach
   017

Suspicious

Cosmic Blindness  1968
  Additional Blind Spot regarding less expensive in-state tuition puts Rick in a real bind regarding his dream of attending college in the Fall.
   016

Serious

Unlucky Break
Cosmic Blindness
 1967
  Rick's Mother forgets about child support, gets blind-sided into buying a house she cannot afford
   015

Serious

Coincidence
Lucky Break
Heartfelt Wish
 1966
  Rick is in Right Place at the Right Time.  Mr. Ocker runs into Rick at the grocery store and offers him a job
   014

Suspicious

Coincidence
Heartfelt Wish
 1964
  Neal's sucker punch trick allows Rick to defeat Harold in the shower room fight.  Soon after, a set of weights magically appears to ensure bullies would never be a problem again
   013

Serious

Unlucky Break
Coincidence
 1964
  One in a million Basketball strike on Rick's face swollen with acne.  High School Hell begins. 
   012

Serious

Unlucky Break
Cosmic Blindness
 1964
  Rick's mother mysteriously fails to take him to doctor following his serious acne attack.  Her delay initiated Rick's Epic Losing Streak with women, a span that would last 20 years
   011

Serious

Lucky Break
Heartfelt Wish
 1964
  The mysterious discovery of a chess book helps Rick defeat taxi cab driver Neal at his own game
   010

Suspicious

Lucky Break
Heartfelt Wish
 1964
  Due to an unusual rapport with his Headmaster, Mr. Chidsey decides to give Rick a full scholarship to SJS
   009

Suspicious

Coincidence
Lucky/Unlucky Break
 1964
  After a grocery store cop catches Rick stealing, he inadvertently explains the value of an incredible education
   008

Suspicious

Coincidence
Heartfelt Wish
 1964
  Rick wins the Kern Tips football book in a drawing, beating odds of 200 to 1
   007

Suspicious

Unlucky Break  1963
  Boy Scout Debacle. Mr. Curran's suggestion backfires when a serious illness at Boy Scout camp leads to Invisibility at Rick's school
   006

Suspicious

Lucky Break
Act of Kindness
 1962
  When Rick's father refuses to continue paying for SJS in 6th Grade, Uncle Dick and Aunt Lynn step forward
   005

Suspicious

Lucky Break
Act of Kindness
 1961
  Not only does a St. John's teacher inspire Rick to become a writer, Mr. Powell's timely intervention keeps an attention-starved boy from going off the deep end.
   004

Suspicious

Unlucky Break
Cosmic Blindness
Act of Kindness
 1961
  Rick's mother loses her mind and nearly kills both during the Blue Christmas ride to Virginia.  Fortunately, the kindness of a gas station manager and Dick and Lynn give my mother a fighting chance to start over.
   003

Suspicious

Lucky/Unlucky Break  1959
  Father's affair leads to Rick's education at St. John's, the most important lucky break of his life
   002

Serious

Coincidence  1955
  Rick's sudden impulse to play arcade game saves Rick and his father from Death at Stock Car accident
   001

Suspicious

  Unlucky Break
Coincidence
1955
  Rick cuts his eye out by foolishly pulling knife in wrong direction when his mother calls out at the worst possible time.  By coincidence, Rick's father lost one of his eyes at the same age.
 
 

 


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