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CHAPTER ELEVEN:
STROKE OF MIDNIGHT
Written by Rick
Archer
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DAY one: SATURDAY, AUGUST 18
THE MIDNIGHT MIXER
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It was 11:55 when I
left my cabin. I was in a foul mood as I rode the elevator
to the Disco.
I expected to find a girl I could ask to dance, but finding
one I liked was a different story. Considering my
darkness, I had little enthusiasm for the pursuit.
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Marla's Notes:
After an uneventful, but pleasant dinner with five
other ladies, my roommate Sherry asked if I wanted
to go to the single's dance at midnight.
Sherry really wanted to attend the dance, so I
agreed. We went back to our cabin to change
clothes. Sherry opened her side of the closet
door and riffled through several different slinky
dresses. I looked at my wardrobe. Uh oh!
It never crossed my mind to bring any outfits like
that. Although I had one sleek black sheath
dress, it was reserved for our formal night.
What the heck was I going to wear? Sherry
checked out what I had hanging in my side of the
closet. She found a blue floral, form-fitting
mini sundress shoved in the corner. "This
will work", she said.
I stared at Sherry in her very red, flowing, sexy
dress and felt out of place. "What the heck am
I doing on this cruise?" Here we have Sherry
dressed to kill and Marla with my comfortable "Mom"
clothes. Obviously our expectations were
seriously different for the cruise. I took a
look in the mirror. My reflection and my inner
thoughts did not mesh. To another person, I
looked fit, attractive.
Over the past year I had exercised intensely and
undertaken an extreme diet. I was now a fit
size four, but my self esteem was still damaged from
the past several years.
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My
watch said it was one minute to Midnight. The first
day of the trip was about to become the second day of the
trip.
There is a peculiar time shift that takes place on
cruise trips.
With no responsibility to get up in the morning and
food available at different locations throughout the day,
nightlife takes precedent over daytime. For some people, they
were just
getting started at Midnight. I felt
very grim
about this Midnight Mixer as I walked to the Disco. I hesitated briefly
at the door to scan the room. At first glance, the Midnight
Mixer was
well-attended. There were 60 or so people milling
around. Okay, I told myself,
let's get this over with. I took one step, then
froze.
Did my eyes deceive me?
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At the Stroke of Midnight, Marla was standing
alone on the
other side of the room!
Due to my lifelong preoccupation
with Fate, I was suspicious that this so-called
chance meeting was no
accident. Ever since that Miami trip, I had
given up all hope. Well, guess what.
Seeing Marla stand there all by herself, I
swiftly changed my mind.
Staring in wonder, the parallel to the Cinderella
story crossed my mind. Hmm. This would
be a good time to ask her to dance before she lost
her slipper.
Uh oh, it looked like Marla was ready to
leave. Feeling the urgency, I quickly crossed the room.
My heart was racing. I had nursed a serious crush
on this woman for a long time, but had gotten nowhere. Considering
Marla barely knew I existed, I wondered for the
millionth time why I was so hung up on this woman. I tried to remind myself not to get my hopes up.
Typically when a woman gives me the brush-off for
ten months, this offers little reason for optimism.
On the other
hand, I was in a strong position. I could
not have picked a better place to make my move. After all,
there was a dance floor ten feet away. A
dance floor to Rick Archer was like spinach to Popeye.
This was kind
of crazy. How often had I dreamed of asking
Marla to dance at some point on this cruise?
However in my wildest dreams I never expected Marla
would be
handed to me on a tray.
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Marla's Notes:
As Sherry and I entered the disco, she was
immediately whisked off to the dance floor. I
circled the room seeing if there was anyone that I
might know. No such luck. I worked my
way near the exit waiting for Sherry to return.
I was going to tell her that I was headed back to
the cabin. Out of nowhere, Rick popped up in
front of me. Thank goodness! I was so
relieved to see someone I knew. He asked if I
wanted to dance and I happily accepted.
However, I had one problem. My clingy dress
had no pockets, thus no place to stash my cabin key.
I asked Rick if he would hold my key so we could
dance. He said of course. With a big
smile, he pocketed my key. Off to the dance
floor we went.
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As we moved to the floor, my mind was in two
places. Yes, I was thrilled to finally connect. But that was
no guarantee I was going to get my answers to the "Mystery".
My other thought dealt with the magnitude of this coincidence. How
could I help but switch to Supernatural alert? Something very spooky was
going on. If I did not know better, my wish to
get Marla alone sometime on this trip had just come true.
But what would the ending be?
Although I doubted seriously I could pry Marla away from
Chris, at the very least I might be able to get the answers I had longed
for. Considering I had asked the Universe
for the chance to learn the truth, this moment struck me as an answer to
my prayer. I was certain of that. Before this night was
through, I hoped to solve the Marla Mystery.
Six Year Relationship. Miami. Why
was Marla on this trip alone? And what she was
doing at a dance listed as
a 'Singles Mixer'? Is
she looking or not? Maybe Marla doesn't even
know herself. Well, this is it.
Showdown. I am going to
get my answer tonight. I may not get the answer I
want and I may not get an answer I like, but I am going to
get an answer one way or the other.
At the moment, Marla was oblivious
to my presence.
She never saw me coming. Staring blankly out at the
dance floor, her expression indicated she on the
verge of leaving.
I did a quick
Reality Check to make sure I wasn't hallucinating.
Yes, that is Marla and this is not a dream.
Coming up from behind, I said,
"Hi Marla, what are you doing here?"
Marla
turned around in surprise. To my enormous relief, she smiled.
Marla seemed happy to see a familiar face.
"Oh, hello,
Rick. Where did you come from?"
"I just got here. Sorry, I
didn't mean to sneak up on you. What brings you out at
this hour? Isn't this the witching hour?"
"Very funny," she answered. Marla pointed to her roommate Sherry
who was out on the floor dancing. I turned to look. Wearing a slinky,
low-cut red dress, Sherry was hard to miss.
" Sherry
wanted to come to this midnight dance,
but she needed courage. She insisted I come along."
"Ah,
so you're here as the dutiful roommate. Sure, Marla, I
believe you."
Marla
gave me a dirty look, then
grinned. "Sherry's "looking". She's the
lady in red. Red dress, red shoes, red lipstick..."
"And
red attitude,"
I added. I took a quick glance at Sherry.
"Sherry is so bright she is glowing in the dark. She
could give Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer a run for his
money."
"Sherry
was asked to dance the moment we entered the room.
She left me standing here alone. The moment the
song was over, I'm outta here. You caught me maybe
30 seconds before I split."
I turned back to Marla.
"Why don't
we join her? Would
you like to dance?"
Marla smiled
and nodded yes. "But first I have a favor to ask. Would you mind putting my room key in your pocket?
I don't have a pocket."
I
had not noticed Marla's form-fitting dress was
pocket-less. My
eyes had feasted elsewhere. Tight at the waist, this
curve-hugging dress emphasized her hourglass figure to
perfection. Switching to eye contact, I gladly accepted her room key and put it
in my pocket. It was
a simple request, but I took it as a positive sign.
Finding Marla alone had been Good Omen number one.
Asking me to hold her room key was Good Omen number two. Dancing with me was Good Omen Three.
Dare I get my hopes up?
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As we
danced freestyle, I thought back to my decision 27 years ago.
I had bought The Mistress Book in search of
ideas on how to break the ice with a woman I did not know.
The book had said dancing was the easiest way imaginable to
approach a woman. Asking a girl to dance was also the
fastest way to get her in his arms short of grabbing her.
This axiom had proven true time and again over the years.
I had always viewed learning to dance as the smartest move I ever made. Since most men
rarely
stumble across
a dance opportunity, they place little value on the need to
learn. I saw it differently. I had
always believed the day would come when the ability to dance
would become the most critical skill in the world.
And so it had. I
smiled at my good fortune. I had waited a long time for
this ultimate opportunity to see my dance skills pay off.
It had been worth the wait just to have Marla say yes.
Unfortunately, I doubted I was impressing her.
Marla was a much better freestyle dance than me. She was what I would call a natural,
very fluid, full of jazz and pizzazz. I was dying to
show off, but the rap music
did not mesh
with my Disco moves. I did not feel comfortable.
Maybe I
was rusty. Or maybe it was the wrong music. Or
maybe
it was my nerves. I was surprised at how
self-conscious I felt. I had never had any luck with
this woman. In all these past months, I had yet to figure out why Marla
was always so pleasant to talk to, yet remote at the
same time. Would I be able to get past her mask tonight?
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Marla's Notes:
The DJ was playing a lot of Rap music. This
was something I enjoyed listening to. Although
I danced with ease, Rick seemed to be struggling
with the rhythm. His dance moves just didn't
jive with the music. I noticed how
uncomfortable he was, but I was dancing and having
fun, so I didn't mind at all. We danced a few songs
in a row and then Rick asked if I would like to join
him at the bar for a margarita.
Without a bit of hesitation, I agreed.
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So far I had been the beneficiary of
three good omens. After
fifteen minutes of dancing, I decided to
take the biggest risk of the night.
Taking a deep breath, I
made my move.
"Marla, would you
consider sharing a margarita with me?"
To my great relief,
Marla
accepted. This was the fourth good omen.
My pulse was racing, but at least things were progressing
smoothly.
Relax, Rick, relax.
As
we sat down at the bar,
I quickly made a request for two margaritas. The next thing I did was
marvel
at
her beauty.
I wondered for the millionth time what guy would ever let a
woman who looked like Marla come on this trip by herself.
What advice would Cary Grant
give me?
"Keep it light! Keep it breezy!"
Or I could say, "Here's looking at you, kid."
Okay, so that was Humphrey Bogart, not Cary Grant. I'm
so nervous I'm getting my movies mixed up. Close
enough, wish me luck.
I was dying to ask Marla
what she was doing on
this cruise without her boyfriend. However, I thought
an indirect approach would be
a better starting point.
"So,
Marla,
how
did you get to the ship? Did you drive down
with Sherry?"
"No, I
spent the night with
Chris. He lives nearby in Clear Lake
and dropped me off in the afternoon. Right now my car is in his driveway."
Oh my lord, what a dumb question!
Definitely NOT
the answer I wanted to hear. On the other hand, Chris was
out of sight on distant shores while here I am having a
drink
with his girlfriend. I
am here, Chris
is there.
The ball was in my
court.
"You told me you came on this trip to hang with your friends.
Are you glad you
decided to come?"
"I haven't made up my mind
yet. Things didn't work out like
I planned. I
hate to say it, but my
friends from dance class let me down. I don't know a soul aboard
this ship other than Sherry."
"What about
Martin, the man who gave you and Chris the Salsa lesson?"
"We
didn't take from Martin, we used Linda instead. She was great.
Chris liked her so much we took two private lessons. When we
got to the Tropicana, Chris danced with me a lot more than I
expected. I might turn him into a dancer yet."
Oh great,
wouldn't that be wonderful? I gritted my
teeth at the mention of the Tropicana. This reference to
'Miami' immediately brought my jealousy back to mind. No matter what question I asked, it felt like
Chris was looking over Marla's shoulder.
"What about
me? You know me."
Marla
laughed. "You're my teacher, you don't count."
I rolled my
eyes. "Gee, thanks a lot."
"Don't
get your feelings hurt, I'm just kidding."
"So I gather
you regret coming."
Marla nodded.
"That's actually true. I almost didn't come. During the
past week, I decided to blow
this cruise off. However, my daughter Marissa shoved
me out the door."
That's
strange. I didn't want to come either. "What did
Marissa say?"
"She said,
'Mom, you should go.
You're bound to make new friends. Plus you love to travel.' Marissa's guilt trip
worked, so I
changed my mind at the last minute and drove down to spend the night at
Chris' house."
Here we go
again. This is a woman who spent last weekend with Chris in Miami. This is a
woman who spent last night side by side with Chris at his house.
Obviously she and Chris were so tight she no longer wanted to be on this
trip. Whatever made me think that she
and Chris were on the rocks? So much for my keen intuition.
Oh, well, I am here and Chris is there. Don't give up so
easy. With a sigh, I continued. "Now that
you're aboard, do you still regret your decision to come?
"If
you have to ask, yes. I'm still disappointed that no one asked me to dance at your
cocktail party."
That
surprised me. "Why not?"
"You
told everyone to find a partner and come to the floor. Since I
don't know anyone on this cruise and there's ten extra women, Sherry
and I got left out. The two of us just sat there
watching everyone but us have fun. I only
came because Sherry asked me to."
I was not
happy. I was getting nowhere and this conversation was shaping
up just like all the other lousy conversations back at the studio.
At this point, this bartender brought us our drinks. I handed him
my room pass to charge to the bill, then handed Marla her margarita.
"Thanks for
the drink, Marla"
She looked at
me quizzically.
"I used your
room key to pay." Seeing her indignation, I laughed. "Not really."
Marla gave me
a look that would kill. "Shame on you!"
Then she smiled.
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Ah, the
ice was finally broken. Thank God. I raised my glass
and she complied. With a clink of our glasses, I said,
"Here's to a better trip."
"Let's hope so."
Marla did not have the slightest
idea my heart was pounding. Nor was she aware that I
considered our Midnight meeting to be a coincidence of the highest magnitude.
That said, there was no guarantee the coincidence held any importance.
The significance of our meeting was yet to be determined.
"Your daughter Marissa said you love to travel."
"That's true,
I do love to travel. This is my eighth
cruise. I thought it would be fun to get away for a
while. Plus the chance to dance for four
nights was a nice twist. Thank goodness you came
along. At least I got to dance a little tonight."
"You are a very good freestyle dancer. I did not
know that."
"Thank
you. I love
to dance."
Then
Marla frowned. "I
almost missed the boat today. I dragged my feet all day long because I
didn't want to go."
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"What changed your mind?"
" I
debated yes and no all day long. I had already
arranged to take the time off and the trip was paid
for, so I thought I might as well go. But I almost waited too long. I did not
anticipate there would be construction on the freeway.
Traffic was backed up for miles. Why is it wherever I go,
there is always construction? I
hate Houston freeways! Don't laugh, but I
think I was the actual last passenger on board. There was no
one else in line with me."
I grinned.
"Well, I'm glad you made it. I am glad I ran into you.
Who would have thought at Midnight, no less. As for freeway construction, I completely
agree.
Houston could be attractive,
but all
they ever do is destroy neighborhoods to make room
for more steel and pavement. Due to our humid climate,
trees grow easily. However
our
beautiful forests are sacrificed
to lay more concrete."
"I feel
the same way. Plus it takes forever to finish the construction.
Out in Kingwood where I live they have been widening
the freeway ever since I moved to Texas ten years ago. Will it
ever end?"
" At some point
I wish they would figure out that rail makes more sense than
constantly building new freeways. Take the Katy
Freeway for example. They actually removed an existing
railroad to double the width freeway. Did anyone ever
stop to think maybe they could have put that railroad to
better use?"
"Did they really do
that?"
"Yes. And what
about Galveston? I saw the same traffic you did.
You were late because they are widening the Gulf Freeway.
Why not try rail instead? The idea to bring the cruise
ships to Galveston just started last year. If Houston were to
connect to Galveston by rail, I bet tourism in both cities would explode."
"You seem to have
given this a lot of thought."
"Yeah, I suppose so. Houston is supposed to be the
Space City, the city of the future, but there doesn't seem
to be much vision."
When I said that, Marla got the funniest look on her face.
I had no idea what that meant. If I had to guess, she
was surprised I had said something interesting about
freeways of all things.
In
all my fantasies, I never dreamed our first topic of
conversation would be Houston's massive freeway system.
However, Marla was smiling, so that was good enough for
me. Just then the bartender came over. I
looked at Marla and she nodded, so I ordered a second
round. One of the smartest moves I ever made.
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Marla's Notes:
As we sat at the bar, our conversation jumped from
one subject to the next. Houston Freeways,
Traffic, Rail. While we were talking about the
virtues of rail, I felt a SEISMIC shift in my
feelings towards Rick. For the first time, I
caught myself actually enjoying speaking with him.
Hmm... That's a first.
At the studio, Rick was all business all the time.
The only exception was our occasional interactions
during class. Rick never said anything
personal about himself during our brief
conversations. However, it did not
matter. I wasn't attracted, I wasn't
interested, there was no connection, no spark.
However, tonight as we spoke about the bar about
something as mundane as Houston's transportation
issues, this time it was my turn to be hit by a
lightning bolt. It's not a physical thing for
me, it has to be mental. The man sitting next
to me had a depth to him I had never noticed before.
I asked myself what was different. For
the first time, Rick was giving me his undivided
attention. I could tell he was genuinely
listening to what I had to say. Rick's eyes
weren't darting all over the room, he wasn't
attempting to check out who else was nearby.
The conversation was flowing so easily, I had the
oddest that I had known this man forever.
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THE TOPIC CHANGES TO TRAVEL
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Wanting to get off the
decidedly unromantic freeway topic, I changed the subject.
"Marla, tell me about your love of travel."
"Earlier
in my career I worked as a buyer for a sporting goods company.
My job required me to take two long trips a year to Southeast Asia.
I went to places like Thailand, Taiwan,
Singapore, Philippines, South Korea, and Hong Kong to find
manufacturers to source my product. I did that for about ten years. My job
also took me to Germany and Switzerland to identify the latest
European fashion trends. In addition I have
been to Hawaii, Costa Rica, and Alaska. I have been very
fortunate to see much of the world."
"What about
Mexico? I've never been there."
Marla
laughed. "Mexico? Of course. I grew up in
Southern California. We consider Mexico our back yard. I've been there a dozen
times, maybe more. Two years ago Chris and
I went to visit Big Bend National Park on the Texas-Mexico border. The
water in the Rio Grande was
so low we walked across the river and had tequila shots at a bar on the Mexican side.
I got a kick out that."
"Is it really that easy to cross the
Rio Grande?"
Marla nodded.
"I never knew that.
No wonder half the
people in Texas speak Spanish. You are quite the
globetrotter. I've never met anyone with quite so much travel
experience."
"Travel
is my favorite hobby. I love seeing new places."
Just then the
bartender arrived with our second round. I raised my glass and said,
"May your heart be light and your purse be heavy."
Marla
raised an eyebrow. "That's a new one. It sounds Irish. Where did you hear that?"
"I heard it in a
TV mini-series about Catherine the
Great. Maybe it's a Russian phrase. Since you're from Russia,
I assumed you had heard it before."
Marla stuck her tongue out.
I had teased her about being Russian many times in dance
class. "Marla, this isn't the Bolshoi Ballet.
Stop being a diva and learn to follow!"
"Will you knock it
off? I am not Russian, my
great-grandparents were Russian. They were from Minsk, but
I grew up in Southern California. Tell me about Catherine the Great. I don't know
a thing about
her."
"Catherine
was a German princess who was escorted to Russia as a potential
bride for Peter the Third, heir to the throne. Her bodyguard on the trip
suggested some vodka might make the long night in a snowy cabin go a
little better. That is when he used that slogan."
"Sounds like a
line to me. Did
the bodyguard
seduce her?"
"No, but he
wanted to. Fortunately he got his chance later in the movie."
"What happened?"
"As
an outsider, Catherine was in disfavor from the start.
Influential people
were always trying to murder her. There was a serious attempt to poison her, but
the bodyguard guessed why she was sick just in time to save her life. Catherine ended
up marrying the future Tsar, but it didn't go well. They were about to send
her back to Germany because she
couldn't produce an heir. Catherine suspected she wasn't the problem.
Figuring a different rooster was called for, Catherine
enticed
the bodyguard to her bed. In the process of producing an heir,
the bodyguard became the love
of her life."
"How did the movie end?"
"Tsar Peter was a half-wit.
Catherine could see Russia wasn't getting anywhere with him
in charge, so
she persuaded her boyfriend to murder her simpleton husband.
In the process
she became
Tsarina. Since Catherine was a clear upgrade, no one mourned the loss
of her idiot husband."
"Interesting story. I did not know
that. Do you like history?"
"I love
history, especially Rome and Greece. Ask me about the Trojan War
sometime."
"Then you
should travel. History comes alive when you travel."
"What have
you learned on your travels?"
"I've
learned that Asians are tough bargainers, I love Asian food and Hong Kong is the most crowded
city in the world. Asians want the same thing as
Americans...
peace, security, friendship, a chance to raise their children
in safety.
"I have never traveled, Marla, but it is not
surprising to learn that people around the world want the same things we
do.
In my opinion, it's the politicians that mess things up. So here's
another question. What's your
favorite place to visit?"
"Costa
Rica for sure. Last year Chris and I hiked a volcano. What a
view!"
I winced when Marla brought
up Chris again. Was any subject safe from Chris? Back at the
studio, Chris was the answer to every damn question I asked.
Tonight I was getting more of the same. Six years is a
long time. Chris had defined Marla's life as far back as she could remember. Clearly their relationship worked. How else would it
survive this long? But at the same time I still had
that nagging feeling something was wrong. I
wondered if it was possible to pry Marla from six years of
memories, habits, and comfort.
For that matter, how much longer could I keep this
conversation going?
Considering I had never gotten anywhere in six months of
previous conversations, I was dealing with considerable
anxiety that Marla would ditch me the moment things lagged. Fortunately Marla seemed to enjoy talking about travel. I
had picked a good topic, so I took
that as my fifth good omen.
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At this point Marla's roommate
Sherry came over to say hello. Uh oh. My heart sank when I saw her coming.
Based on the look in her eye, Sherry intended to ask me to
dance. This spelled doom because Marla would surely
use this as an excuse to head back to her room. I liked Sherry, but my night hung in the balance. After months of
getting nowhere with Marla, having
her open up tonight was the moment I had been waiting for.
If I left now, that would give Marla a face-saving reason to
call it a night. That was unacceptable.
"Hi Sherry. I've been
watching you dance up a storm. Marla says you're on
the prowl."
Sherry blushed. When Marla
laughed, Sherry did too. "Marla and I did not dance a
single time at your party this afternoon, so I figured I
needed to come here tonight to make up for lost time."
Which, I
gathered, was Sherry's lead-in to ask me to dance.
I was smiling on the outside, but worried on the inside.
I did not want to blow
my big chance with Marla on a duty dance with Sherry.
Just then Martin, my Salsa
instructor, showed up. He must have seen Sherry coming
over and figured out we were having an SSQQ powwow.
Based on
the way Martin looked at Marla as he neared,
she was his first choice. Suspecting Martin had a crush on Marla,
more than
likely he saw this as his big chance. I had a hunch he figured
Sherry would pry me away and leave Marla for him. Well
aware that I could not let this happen, I was at a loss to
know what to do.
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Marla's Notes:
When
Sherry joined us at the bar, I had an 'uh oh'
feeling.
Noting the way Sherry was looking at Rick, I was
pretty sure she was about to ask him to dance.
Ordinarily I would not have minded, but tonight I
did not want Rick to ask Sherry to dance. Any
other time, I would have thought differently, told
myself not to be
selfish. But tonight, at this critical moment I realized how
much I wanted to keep Rick to myself. I was
very surprised at my visceral reaction. I
greatly feared what would happen if Rick went off
with Sherry. The intensity of my sudden
selfishness was unmistakable. This was
NOT me! I would always put someone else's
needs before mine. BUT NOT THIS TIME!
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Although I liked Martin a lot, his unanticipated appearance
was distinctly unwelcome. At the exact moment I felt a
rapport developing with Marla, my greatest fear was giving
her a face-saving reason to disengage and return to her
cabin. Yes, Marla was definitely thawing in my regard.
For the first time, I felt we had become friends. But
I wanted more than that. I wanted Marla to develop an
interest in me strong enough to override her likely feelings
of guilt. No doubt she felt an obligation to honor her
commitment to Mr. Miami. I had no desire to play fair.
Never give a girl the chance to think it over. If I
disengaged to go with Sherry, more than likely Marla would
take the opportunity to say, "Hey guys, have fun on the
dance floor, but I think I'm going to call it a night."
Out
of nowhere, I had an idea.
It is so odd how
Fate works sometimes. Earlier I was angry because
Mitchell, a recipient of one of my free cabins, had stolen Priscilla
from me. Now I was happy because Martin, another
recipient of a free cabin, was available to help me out of a
jam.
Since Martin owed me, this was the perfect time to call in my favor.
Before Martin could say a word, I spoke up.
"Hey, Martin,
I am so glad you came over. Will
you do me a favor? Marla and I are having a deep
conversation about the meaning of life. I was just about to ask
Sherry to dance,
but why don't you
ask her to dance instead?"
The evening hung in the balance.
Would my ploy work?
I made sure to smile at Sherry so she would see I was not
rejecting her. As Martin looked at Sherry and Sherry
looked at Martin, I held my breath.
To my immense relief,
Martin stuck out his hand. Imagine how happy I was when Sherry smiled.
I took Martin's sudden appearance as my sixth good omen of the night.
I could not bear
to part with
Marla. Not now. Maybe not ever.
Marla grinned
at me. "Nice move."
Marla's comment surprised me.
Her reaction indicated she liked how I handled that.
Did that mean why I hoped it meant? Her comment suggested
that maybe she felt the same way as me. If so, be
still my beating heart. Maybe there was hope for me
after all.
"I was lucky
that Martin showed up when he did." Pausing
to give Marla a serious
look, I continued. "I would have enjoyed dancing
with Sherry, but right now I would much rather talk to you."
Marla's expression changed.
Not for the better, not for the worse, but rather as if something
unexpected had crossed her mind. Marla offered a smile, but it was more like she blinked. If forced to
guess, Marla was starting to see me in a new light. I
certainly hoped so. After a pause, Marla confirmed my
hunch.
"I expected you would go dance with Sherry.
I am glad you didn't. I am enjoying our
conversation. Tonight you seem
different."
"How is
that?"
"When you
talk to me at the studio, you're always looking around, always
checking things out. Tonight you are focusing on no one but me."
"I was not
aware of that, but you're probably right. There are many
story lines I follow at the studio, so I guess I have gotten in the
habit of constantly keeping an eye out. Do you think I have a
roving eye? Is that it?"
"Maybe, but it's more like you
only give me half of your attention."
" How am I different
now?"
Marla
laughed. "I like it when you give me all your attention."
"Ouch,
I guess I deserve that. I'm sorry I gave you the wrong impression.
Actually
I have wanted to
talk to you for a long time."
Marla smiled.
"Oh
really? Why is that?"
"You
intrigue me. I like the
way you don't back down when I tease you in dance class. You do a good job of putting me
in my place and you make the other students laugh. They like it when we argue."
"Am I the
only person who picks on you?"
"No, but you are the only one who
is any good at it. You are an excellent sparring partner."
Marla laughed again. "I've
been told that before. As long as I can remember, I've
always had snappy comebacks. I will never initiate,
but I will always come back with a witty retort."
I laughed.
"You certainly
know how to put me in my place."
Marla smiled. " I am glad we
connected tonight.
I am seeing a
side to you I did not know existed. At
the studio, you come across as superficial and all
business. Tonight I have learned you are more knowledgeable than I realized.
You are easy to talk to."
"Not really. I got you drunk.
Oldest trick in the book. Tequila has been causing
women to lower their standards for hundreds of years."
Marla
laughed. "That's probably true."
I was thrilled.
This was the
first time Marla had ever shown interest in me. With
my confidence bolstered by yet another good
omen,
I suggested we dance some more. "Let's go join Martin and Sherry on the dance
floor and show them we still love them."
Marla nodded
okay. I glanced at the bartender to guard our drinks
and we headed to the floor. Marla and I finished out the song dancing freestyle
while standing next to Sherry and Martin. When the next song started,
I grabbed
Sherry and Marla grabbed Martin.
Teamwork. Everybody's happy.
After dancing a song
with Sherry, I danced one more song with Marla. Then
it was back to the bar and further conversation.
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Marla's Notes:
After Martin and Sherry left
to hit the dance floor, Rick and I talked for five
minutes or so. Just then Rick suggested we join Sherry and Martin
on the floor. After Rick and I danced with
Sherry and Martin, Rick retrieved me and this was a
special for me.
We danced and danced. I was having a great
time!
It was a thrill to dance as much as I wanted.
For the first time all day, I was having fun!
Maybe this trip was not such a bad idea after all.
Don't get me wrong. I liked the studio.
But I had never fit in quite like the regulars.
I often felt ignored. But not now. For
the first time I did not feel like "Baby in the
Corner". You know what I mean, don't you?
I no longer felt like the girl shoved in the corner
in the movie Dirty Dancing while
everyone else was having fun on the dance floor.
This time
I felt like the proverbial Belle at the Ball.
Prior to tonight, not once did Rick ask me to dance
at the studio other than when we rotated partner in
dance class. Now I had him all to myself.
And maybe he had me all to himself. He
definitely seemed to be smiling. Tonight was
magical! I felt like I mattered and then it
hit me. I felt like I was the only woman in
the world Rick cared about. He was proud to be
with me and my heart was beginning to melt.
Afterwards we returned to the bar
and
Rick asked if I wanted a second margarita.
"Yes, please!" I replied. I wanted the evening
to continue.
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Noting Marla followed
me back to the bar without being asked, I took this as my eighth good sign
of the night.
How strange this all was. For six months I had tried
to connect with Marla without any success. Admittedly
I was not bold. My fear of rejection was just too
great to make a move without any encouragement. I
thought of Ashley. I thought of Connie. I was
used to women making their interest known on their own
initiative. But not Marla. Not once did I
receive a whiff of interest prior to tonight. Clearly
the Wheel of Fortune had turned. Tonight Marla moved
in perfect step to every move I made. My heart was
beating fast and my head was swimming. I could not
help but wonder about our incredibly strange
Cinderella-style meeting tonight. If one of her shoes
fell off, I intended to ask her to marry me. You think
I'm kidding, right? Guess again.
Our margaritas were waiting on the
counter for us. Seeing us return, the
bartender asked me to
sign my ticket. Just then I noticed Marla smiling.
Hmm. Was it my charm or was it the margarita?
I didn't care. Whatever works.
Marla resumed the conversation.
"Incidentally, I heard a rumor about you the other day."
"What was
that?"
"Someone
told me you are quite the lady's man. First
dancing, then tequila, then your racy conversation about Houston
freeways. Pretty sexy stuff. Am I in
any danger?"
Ohmygosh, Marla knows how to send out
smoke signals after all!! You want to know something
interesting? Marla was pointing out a side to me that had been
buried for some time. Once upon a time, yes, I had
been a lady's man. But that side of me had been
conspicuously absent ever since Christmas Eve. How
very curious my long-lost
ability to flirt had returned at the exact time I needed it the
most. Blushing a little, I replied , "You might want
to re-check your sources.
I have not dated anyone seriously since I
separated from Judy eight months ago."
"That's not what I heard."
"What did you
hear?"
"Truth be
told, I'm not one for rumors.
Out of curiosity, when
was your divorce final?"
I raised an eyebrow. Marla did
not answer my question; she was being evasive.
"Last May."
Marla nodded.
"Do you feel like telling me what happened?"
"Sure. I
don't mind."
This was the
first personal question Marla had ever asked.
Finally. At long last she had decided to check me out. I recognized her questions
as the female equivalent of 'The Interview'.
I smiled to myself. Our meeting tonight was unfolding
just like that certain Fairy Tale.
This conversation was exactly the breakthrough I had hoped
for. No way I was going to
let this girl get away!
Marla seemed relaxed.
I could tell she was in no hurry to leave.
No ominous fidgeting, no
furtive
glances at her watch, no sudden decision to leave like Kellie earlier in the evening. Marla seemed to be enjoying this
conversation as much as me. Even better, her questions
had shifted from name, rank, and serial number to things
like how I was coping with my divorce, what had gone
wrong, how was my daughter adjusting, what was my current relationship with the ex.
These were good signs. Marla was checking me out.
Hmm. It was about time.
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Marla's Notes:
Our conversation had moved to more personal
subjects. I asked Rick how he was dealing with his
divorce and how it was affecting his daughter. I
asked him how his custody arrangement was settled. Having been previously married to a man with two
children from a prior marriage, this was an
important factor to me. I believe that for a
relationship to thrive, a couple must have private
time, allowing their relationship the opportunity to
grow. Rick explained how he shared 50/50 custody of
his daughter. My own daughter was heading off
to college the day after I returned from the cruise. Although my daughter was very independent, this
would be the first time that I had no
responsibilities at home. Hmm...
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I was very
pleased when Marla took the initiative. She
was asking the kind of questions a woman asks when
she is interested. Well aware that Marla was
on same page, that is when the goosebumps hit.
Unless I knew better, something very serious was
taking place, something that might actually change
the course of my life. I wondered if my wish
upon a star was being answered at this very moment. Since I had nothing to
hide, I answered her questions candidly. I
could not believe this incredible turn of events.
I was terrified to jump to conclusions too soon, but
at the same time I had the strangest feeling our
Fairy Tale encounter was meant
to be.
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Out of
the blue, Marla asked, "I'm curious, who is your roommate?"
"I don't have a
roommate. In return for the work I did, they
gave me a room to myself."
Marla broke out
in a wide smile.
When I saw the
pleased look
cross her face, I read her mind. No roommate
meant no girlfriend. Speaking of cabins, I
remembered Marla's
room key was in my pocket. Just to be sure I
wasn't dreaming, I touched it like a lucky rabbit's foot.
It was so incredible to break through after all
those months of futility.
Just then
Marla picked up her
margarita and finished it in one gulp.
She stood up and stuck out her hand. "Let's
dance!"
And dance we
did.
As we
danced, there
was a sweet smile on Marla's face. Something was
definitely changing in that mind of
hers. If forced to guess, Marla was seeing me
in a new light. I smiled. Blame it on the margaritas.
If Dancing was Love Potion #9, those margaritas
were Love Potion #10.
We stayed on the floor a long time. As we
danced, I recalled the day I decided to learn to dance 25 years ago.
Long ago and
far away, I lost a girl named Katie on a dance floor to a man who knew how to
dance much better than I did. Katie was the woman I
wanted to marry, but I chose the wrong place to make my move.
Recalling the pain at seeing Katie get swept off her feet, that was then,
this was now.
It never hurts
to let a woman see a man do something he is good at.
I was not
the best Freestyle dancer, but I was definitely the best partner dancer. Once
Marla and I began partner dancing,
people stopped to watch us.
I think Marla
enjoyed the attention. She was in a very good
mood.
Where did an
evening like this come from? This was like a
dream come true. Marla was happy to dance at
my side. In no hurry to leave, she was smiling,
she was enjoying
herself. We danced freestyle and partner dance,
but there was no slow music. Not a problem.
As long as Marla wanted to dance, I was game.
Anything to keep the magic spell alive.
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After a good
half hour of dancing, we
were both tired, so we left the floor. It
was nearing 2 am. However, despite the late
hour, I did not want the evening to end.
For that reason, I decided it was time to make my
move.
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